Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Scott McLean - "3A"


I recorded this song half an hour ago. It's a reference to three A's. One is a friend, another one is a reference to a famous singer whose recent big hit sounds like at least two of my songs combined or something, and the other A is the first letter in the word Again. 

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Scott McLean - "Between Bugetta and Sure"

Scott McLean - "Between Bugetta and Sure" poetry reading

I wrote this and performed the reading/recorded this reading today during the day, Wednesday, January 13, 2016.


Thursday, December 17, 2015

Scott McLean "Made for You" song lyrics

"Made for You"
by Scott McLean

It's always that way
and yah see
it's a problem, so bad
you gotta keep it out
not letting it back
when dealing with
a woman's mind
which wanna leave
me behind
i'm seedless, no rind
me losing? what?
i'm a real good find
what have you been thinking?
your boat, romance, been sinking

i'm around for you
show you what to do
put me in your heart
one's hoping to be two's
gonna become like one
it's that all smiles ending
of a made for TV movie
i like our starring roles
though sometimes
it's like we're on
opposite poles
it's warm in my heart
get warm, girl
you know what to do
just like on TV
in you put some me.
, lyrics were written on the right side then I ran out of space and wrote to the left of where I began
I wrote the song lyrics (below) this morning. Now it's the afternoon 

this morning, Thursday, December 17, 2015

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

"Sleep It Off", "Falling Apart Never Really Hurt So Bad", "Notice How Everything's Gone" by Scott McLean

Some of my songs that were to be released here, which were singing and I wrote/sing those songs that way in 2012&13 "Sleep It Off", "Falling Apart Never Really Hurt So Bad"and in 2011 and 2012 "Notice How Everything's Gone". Those song titles may change, but those are part of the lyrics of the songs and I may add more lyrics too.  The songs include a feel of Gothic, Grunge, etc. but I couldn't put those songs here in 2012 because the news kept being so sad at that time and we continue to get bad news and sad news reports. My songs are NOT about the sad tragedies taking place in our world, although "Notice How Everything's Gone" is about the government and companies trying to stop us from creating songs. I did make some recordings but have to re-record those songs. I remember those songs and keep singing them.

"Notice How Everything's Gone"
by Scott McLean

Notice how everything's gone
you can't even sing this song
notice, notice
we don't care
longer than we stare (note: with added dramatic emphasis)

I find myself, wandering through
a book of places
that you'll never go
and you'll never know

Notice how everything's gone
you can't even sing this song
notice, notice
notice how everything's gone
you can't even sing this song aaahhhh aaaaaahh (note: that's a scream at the end)

Note: I sing this song a lot and it's short and to the point. I came up with this in objection to CISPA and SOPA and this was going to be my protest song. It still is my protest song. Note: I may decide to slightly change the song titles but those are part of the lyrics.

Monday, November 24, 2014

"Keyboard Riff Inspired Snowdrift" by Scott McLean

Keyboard Riff Inspired Snowdrift
by Scott McLean

I fell down
n' almost went away
snow on the groun-
duh-beneath was ice
should say
Christmas prepare
shop if you don't drop
in rounds sing
this snowy Christmas thing
I got flat
recalled in keys riff(ed) up
of long ago
though not davnim dovno
you should have been
there, the riff was
recorded and still is
not Christmasy
no mellow melody
I am sure
sweets will prevail
alternative taste buds
very Christmasy
proclaim ascending slowly
the unnoticeable incline
over time
not Not
neither Neither
nor Nor
should I stop
or become abor
No No's
Yes Yes's
oh Maybe
I love you
Maybe the Most
Maybe you are
the most Christmasy
of all
I know togetherness
of each snowflake
uniting courage
inspiration of gradual
is the
as one with
the key to

Note: I wrote "Keyboard Riff Inspired Snowdrift" lyrics on Wednesday, November 20, 2013. 

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

"Every Flavor Of The Wave" by Scott McLean

"Every Flavor Of The Wave"
by Scott McLean - singer, songwriter

I recorded this on Sunday night, February 2, 2014 and I don't know, was it around 11 p.m. I'm not singing to myself though it could seem that way and it's a rather funny video. Actually, I was trying to put my picture up so I wouldn't be seen while I was singing but wound up with both the picture and me singing.

Some songs I like include "You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine" by Lou Rawls, "Street Life" by Randy Crawford and The Crusaders, Chet Baker's recording of "My Funny Valentine", "Look What I Got" by Betty Carter, "Sweet Love" by Anita Baker, and of course The Doobie Brothers "Black Water" and many of other songs by them. I don't have any personal connection and I don't sound like them in my own songs, I'm just happy I like those songs and many more, and I like to do my own singing styles. Truthfully, I almost hurt the outside of my neck trying to sing high notes like one female R&B/Soul singer so if I do covers I'm going to have to be more careful.

Monday, February 3, 2014

Song "Emotion" because Emotion is good in life and songs

People were bullied on the YouTube website. I remember seeing many bullying comments there and it often had nothing to do with songs on YouTube but sometimes it was people being mean to fans of those artists/bands. Just because some people want to hate and they wanted to cause problems for other viewers/listeners to YouTube videos. The worst I recall seemed to be in 2011 and I was almost sick from it and sad a lot and the comments weren't directed at me, but I felt sad for other people who had been bullied there on that website. I use the words bullying, bullied and bully but only because those are words people understand. I saw come comments on YouTube that seemed like threats and some of those people should have been banned from YouTube if they weren't. I felt depressed and sad because of comments I read on YouTube.

On the YouTube website, the bullies wrote mean words and I think they try to hurt people because of emotion and the emotions of people. I was reading comments and the word 'emotion' and 'emotions' was used by the bullies and that's as stupid as it gets since we all have emotions

Emotion is good.

Having emotions and expressing emotions is good and great and emotions make us real and care about life. Sometimes we're sad, and yes I cried when some people died because of suicide and they gave up maybe because they couldn't take reading and/or hearing any more mean words, hate words, and other bad words.

Emotion is good and Emotion is great! Your emotions are fine and perfect because we are humans. Think about yourself and be happy who you are and keep going. Sometimes I can only keep going and that's good enough for me and that's why I say keep going.

My song lyrics "Emotion" is for everyone and for people to feel good about their emotions. I also hope more singers and songwriters continue to put emotion in songs.

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Scott McLean Original Song "Leaves"

This is when it was released:

Thursday, December 22, 2011
Nonexistent Reality/Scott McLean "Leaves" - new song

Scott McLean song "Leaves" was a song release on Thursday, December 22, 2011

I'm celebrating today two years since my "Hit" song "Leaves" by Scott McLean (that's me) was released here. The date was Thursday, December 22, 2011.

I know my song "Leaves" is popular the same as some of my other songs, at least popular with well-known bands, because I've heard your songs that came out since the time of my song releases, and some of those songs sound like they are influenced by me and my songs. Am I a major influence in music these days? Yeah! I'd so so for certain. Also, I can come up with notes, lyrics, and reverse them in my head. That's what I hear in my head. I love my song "Leaves" and while we all have our influences, I'm my biggest influence, and who knows maybe I'm one of your influences too.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

"Emotion" by Scott McLean

"Emotion" by Scott McLean

Cry for someone else
it's almost like a prayer
the biggest winner
knows emotion
is vehicle to action

it's a she-hicle
it's a he-hicle
don't be cold
as an icicle
the weather
brings heartache
from destruction
you shouldn't stand still
at a negative conjunction
we've all seen what damage
but's can do
i'll hand out this "and"
followed by
put in some emotion
this effort really matters
give someone a hand
up and up and up
help me hand out
this and emotion
be in touch with the inner you
the inner us is standing still
at the wrong conjunction
And, And, And    up, up, up
Move together with emotion

Friday, November 15, 2013

"Enhances" by Scott McLean

by Scott McLean

Your Eyes, Girl
Are the eyes for me
I look inside you
and I can see

The world has mountains
oceans, forests, and trees
stretch our arms too wide
for practical, our fingers touch

The physical population
of this whole planet, here's
a here's they could
but here's a but
they couldn't be touching
beyond the physical, not
not even if they were philosophical
or could figure out our purpose

but wait a minute, world
but here's no but
because we don't need to fret
that's because we can really see
look inside of someone
make sure you look for eyes
that can truly see
the world has mountains
oceans, forests, and trees
stretch our arms never-too-wide
we're not too practical to stop our fingers from touching
don't leave out people
put people in everything too
that enhances.

Note: "Enhances" (love song lyrics) is a poem/lyrics written by Scott McLean on Saturday, November 9, 2013. I will add more description later.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

"Lived Through the Were" by Scott McLean

"Lived Through the Were"
by Scott McLean

Past tense together
is better than today's weather

My head high
morning can't make clouds go by

Make a go of it until noon
loosen the beat, be an original tune

looking, searching high & low
in the metro for a gnome

this idea no longer novel
collects like raindrops, Earth

continues between the covers
literate eyes walk across dusty pages

think deep metaphorical tractor treads
through a history of how America was

Americans were, you, me, and everybody
existed in the background of word pictures

millions of us comprised each letter
so we faded and details of our America

by today, tomorrow, and years of people
who read American History, have not known

what existed was real, a were of togetherness
we lived through the were together
through the were, together we lived
as American, not dream but real, we were.

Note: Above is the original way it appears which I wrote (hand printed) on paper, and I think that's the word "as" before American in the last line, but I'm not sure because I crossed it out on the paper a few times and I can't tell for sure. It could be "us" but I think it's "as". This note of course wasn't part of the original Lyrics/poem by me. It was written on Monday, October 14, 2013 and it says 6:45 am to 7:15 am but the clock could be off. Regardless, it's early morning of that day.

Note to Fans...Words from Me

Don't worry, I haven't stopped.


I had a funny video saying Hello. So it's like a proto-Hello!
and if I can figure out how to post it I will, or maybe not.
It's not proto all hellos, just my strange way of saying hello.
It could influence lots and lots of future hellos. It's kind of
umm almost a space-alien style Hello! Use your imagination.

This isn't just for people who like one sci-fi series, or movie,
or another, but hmmm let's ponder this question: What kind of
space alien would you be if you could be any space alien at all?

I haven't stopped, I didn't give up, and I'm not taking a break. I create something every day and so should you. Don't give up on your dreams, and try to have fun doing it.


Friday, October 18, 2013

First words from "Lived Through the Were" by Scott McLean

"Lived Through the Were" by Scott McLean
written on Monday, October 14, 2013

Past tense together
is better than today's weather

(I have a whole page
I'll publish it later

Okay, I realize this part rhymes
but hmm...inside the parentheses
will disappear like an alligator)

The part in parentheses was new when
I put this here.

It's only the first two lines and title
before "I have" that was unedited
but pretty much everything is pristine
as modern progress or whatever
is the possessive of it's perpendicular

perhaps from a future five minutes only
in front of right now
anthology of poetry
named misspell I
while in summer love

I edited this part (after "later")
and I'm not sorry

Monday, September 2, 2013

Scott McLean "It's all your fault" original

Scott McLean: vocals, guitar, songwriter

I released this song 2 years ago on Friday, September 2, 2011 on my blog Fast Food Yummy because I didn't have a music website or music blog of my own at that time. I'm very happy with this song, and it's a webcam recording/video.

I tried to post it here now but it wouldn't load on here for some reason. You can listen on Fast Food Yummy if you would like to hear it. Thank you.

Also on Fast Food Yummy, here is what I wrote about this song on Saturday, September 3, 2011:
I can't really explain how I decided to write the song, released here last time. It's not about any specific relationship and there's not much more I can think of at the moment to describe the song.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

"Turn Off Time" poem/song was from November 12, 2012. There's no music yet. It's possible I'll leave it as a poem or lyrics unless we get a 'serious' end-times prophecy right away and then I'll get to it. However, I'd rather just sing it and see what I can come up with. 

Scott McLean "Turn Off Time"

Turn Off Time
By Scott McLean

They’ve been waiting for the end
Could it be they’ll just have to pretend
Thinking like they’re on dope
Like thinking like they’re on dope were a religion

Like thinking way too damned much
Like liking panic stricken silhouettes
The walls of their minds
Are about to go up blocking the vision thing

This is only the beginning of the end of the world
But lately as some of us know it, the end of love
Has begun to lurch in the not-too-distant background
Will we ever be on the mend, especially if it’s really not the end?

Will they ever let us go back to being? Being who we are?
Or are they bent on turning off time?
Or do they only want to turn off rational minds?
If it were up to me, I’d never use my ears to take in all their fears

Their fantasy of fears is what a lot of people are living for
And they’ll be disappointed if the world doesn’t reach the end
If nothing can end it all and time marches on
They’ll take a few minutes to stretch and yawn

Then get back to figuring out when something or someone will turn off time
And if all else fails, and the planet doesn’t go away, they’ll just go back do doing
Doing what they do best, which is withdraw from reality, and pretend
And that really turns me off

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Thursday, November 1, 2012

"Four" by Scott McLean

By Scott McLean

I reversed the inversion
of a reversal and was walking
on all fours, you were on the other
end of the dimension with your version
of a cover of a reality music
and all i wanted to do was bark
but i never landed on any wrong notes
speaking of rhymes and things
get a load of the afterlife votes
what a layered liftoff
really spectacular views for free
in the minutes beyond above the city smog
Forget about all the exit polls
they are as trustworthy as much as modern disaster relief
relief orgs don't let people down, people do
If I go much higher with the god's eye view thing
I'll only have clouds to talk to
And they don't have all that much to say
Reverse the inversion
of the reversal? I'll do it on the flipside
and keep my eyes open for the fourth dimension
where everything is okay
because people aren't there -
and therefore can't get in my way.

written by Scott McLean in the morning of October 31, 2012, which of course was yesterday morning, around 10:30 am to 11:00 am and it's going to be free-verse poetry/prose and song lyrics or both.  I refer to many different parts of what we deal with in the world and mesh it with strange paranormal-type stuff. Before I typed in these words off the paper I wrote these lyrics/poem on with blue-ink pen, I typed in at the top "(Dimension) FourEver" but I decided to leave the title "Four" which was my original title which I named after I wrote the lyrics in pen but the same morning. "(Dimension) FourEver" also will be one of my songs.

I tried not to edit or change anything in "Four" including mistakes because what seems like mistakes could mean something that I'm getting from another dimension or a nonexistent reality, or only real in our imagination or something.  "Four" refers to a fourth dimension and a dog. Words/lyrics are influenced by some of my other works and refer to them, and weave in something (too) real to make it more confusing and unusual.

I was inspired by my own songs and my artwork (much is not made public/not yet released and also some unfinished),also inspired by my thinking about politics, the song "Been Away Too Long" by Soundgarden which was on the radio and then I started writing, and of course Emily Dickinson poetry, although I haven't been reading it lately.  

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Water Clean by Scott McLean Protest/Punk song lyrics

Water Clean
by Scott McLean

I ran the water
straight through from the altar
hope me doesn't falter
back up to the nature
closing in on the future
heard the end's a rumor
one I'd rather disregard
coz prophets are severe & hard
I'm a humans member
not carrying my human card

must it really come to this
emotions stay in bed
they want the world on their strings
to do their childish tricks
and compete with the other jerks
for power, money, and all the perks

I walked for cover
deep into her undetected
pray my soul is not reflected
we'll marry high in a cloud
where tranquility is oh so-o-o loud
whispered through clatter 'n' crashing
sounds of downpour smacking the ground
did you know it's rainier
and more water's in the cods
some praise, other's blame
one of their most feared or favored gods
I'm a humans member
not carrying my human card

must it really come to this
emotions stay in bed
they want the world on strings
use beings coz they're selfish dicks
who want faith in them
for all power, money, and perks
they're the biggest jerks

May water from
sky to ground
from nature's God
cover us up and down
water clean at the speed of downtown
(let's) work as fast at being nice
as working for the money
and the human price

Scott McLean "Water Clean" written on Saturday, October 20, 2012 and published here the same day Saturday, October 20, 2012 at around 3:30 pm on www.nonexistentreality.blogspot.com .  I wrote this song about three and a half hours before publishing it here, finishing about 12:15 pm, and then made some small changes before publishing the song lyrics here. 

"Popless at the Co-op/The Auto Tune" and my thinking

The last song was supposed to have a happy tune and lyrics.  I wanted to keep it light and enjoyable, but it also had a funny sense to it and it's short, has words that don't make perfect sense, and that's funny, yet it does bring back memories of what we felt at sometime in our lives.  It can have more than one meaning, for example my words "half way through" (could mean) something we're dealing with and we want time to go faster.  "Popless" also had two meanings since it's not really Pop, it's Country, and I looked for some soda pop at that Co-op but they didn't have that soda pop.  My song title is "Popless at the Co-op/The Auto Tune" but those words aren't in the song. 

I couldn't even tell who might sing such a song because while the lyrics sound like the driver singing to someone, perhaps to his or her kids, but after I listened to the song several times, I thought maybe sounds like what a child might sing to his or her parents, like a joke because they are tired of a long driving trip.

Everyone has been a child before they were older, so maybe it's like the poet in me trying to state something that is common in what most of us did, thought, and felt when we were children on a car trip. Or maybe the song is just a short song about nothing.  But I like it.

Monday, July 16, 2012

"If You Want" (lyrics) by Scott McLean

"If You Want" (lyrics) by Scott McLean
written and released/published on Monday, July 16, 2012

If you want
n' i know you do
If you like
you won't be true
to color, food
or factory wood
donut, pizza
coffee house
speak in shouts
i'll be a mouse
loyal foil
never heard of it?
hang on to betrayal
'sa really good way to feel
cartoon balloon
sliver of the moon
stick out your tongue
lemonheads not made in the sun
it's hot, you're not
but i'll hose you off
with a squirt gun
cough, cough
we're in elliptical orbits
my face is to the fun
your happiness is asleep
in the black of night
walking on the beach
strolling 'round the lake
setting my mouth
for every other flavor
in unpredictable fashion
if you want
n' it's your driving force
if you like
we can go by horse
to reach the land
of if you want
'n if you want
we can leave today
'n every day
if you want
i'll even pay
'cos when you want
to be with me
is what i like
if you want
i want
and that want
is by you 'n me
if we want
if we want
for us
real life love
from fantasy.

This song was written very early this morning (according to the clock I was looking at between 5:15 am and 5:35 am) and it takes the form of poetry with no particular rules, except I do rhyme sometimes. 

I think this could almost be a radio single, however it's not a smooth and happy love song all the way along, though it ends up that way.  I like songs that show some of the difficulties in relationships.  Oftentimes 'likes' change and that's why in the beginning it goes "If you like, you won't be true."  I meant true to what you like, but also it's understood that can change a relationship, causing two lovers to grow apart.

When I think about the songs I've created/recorded and put here, I wonder if people might like to hear a more positive and uplifting song, yet one that is still like real life.  That's the reason for these lyrics.  I'm influenced and inspired by many people.  To the recent comment, thank you very much and I'm happy to know you.  Kind words inspire and encourage me to write songs and that's the main reason I wrote the lyrics for "If You Want" in such a spontaneous way today. 

Saturday, July 14, 2012

"Way, Way Out There in the I's Mind" by Scott McLean, song title Saturday, July 14, 2012 7:22 AM

by Scott McLean, written Saturday, April 7, 2012, finished around 3:31 PM

Listening to mother
with one ear
Metallica with the other
did you think behind
my divided attention
was a lost universe
separated by a mirror

drink whatever
to raise your hair
think whenever
sort out this nightmare
civilization deciphered
if i wrote on my bedroom walls
in symbols about lightning
and thunder from whence
places and times should never grow

timeline, shoot the gap
cars darting by so fast
just more proof (of meaning)
this world is not a waste
n' hey, hey day lobbyists
n' act like barnacles

dance to the speed bumps
we're as smooth as disco
just like smoothie, mixed up
but this far-flung, smack dab
in the middle of mankind
crisscrossing timeline, tucked
away inside coming out whenever
is good for you, or it's the worst
food for thought you can ever eat

next time you're pretending
to look away and not be
destroyed by the sight
don't forget the eyesore
has no power in the shower

close the mind now
n' don't swear
you are here!

Notes: Scott McLean is the owner of this song and these lyrics.
Expect this song to be some kind of strange, quirky prog-rock grunge, or maybe not, it's just for me to decide.  I named the song today, though the lyrics were written on April 7, 2012. 

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Scott McLean "Honestly" - Grunge/Musical

    Scott McLean - "Honestly"

This recording was what I was doing about an hour ago (around 1 AM Friday, April 20, 2012)...  and it was much more interesting to do my own Grunge Musical (song) than to continue looking at dating profiles.  Maybe I'll see how frustration of Internet dating (silly stuff alright) can continue to inspire me to new singing heights, or an all-time emotional low.  In another 80 years, this song also could be part of a period piece, directed by Madonna?  Well no, but perhaps the Queen of Pop of 2092. Sorry I can't see that far into the future and of course I won't be around then, so no comment.  Damn, I need a real date! Joking. I need two, three, or a thousand.  And make up for lost time. Just wait til the girls all over this world, and maybe others, know who I am. Well, then they can let me know.  haha

This was going to be released right here on April 20, 2012, but I decided to wait and post this later.  Here it is May 19, 2012 and finally I'm posting this song.  It's still fresh.